Spring show

The spring show went really good, im really mad i didnt do african this time. i should have went instead of track practice but hopefully i can do it next year. All in all it was a great show.

crave

I crave your presence. Your company.
I crave your arms around my slender body.
your deep warm kisses give me chills. I crave your satin skin up against my silk.
One hand in my hair as you bring my face nigh, the other sneaky hand creeping slowly up my thigh.
I crave the beat in your chest harmonizing with the song in mine. oh, and the way your fingers tiptoe up and down my spine.
the way we would evade time
as you would invade my

privacy.

all my secrets, revealed as my clothes are peeled
from my body. Hot and sweaty. Ready
and waiting. Everything else around us is fading
until its just you and me.
My body screams "Please!" but you continue to tease.
My knees start shakin and my thighs start achin....
why won't you just GIVE me what I'm craving?
you grab my hair as you nibble my ear
then you leave a trail of kisses that lead to my

wetness.

sweat is
easing the tension between our skin.
again
your hands crawl up my thighs
as you gently ply
the two apart.
your face disappears as you begin your art.
The masterpiece you paint with your tongue,
you are the Talented One.
With each stroke,
I choke
as a deep moan deflates my lungs.
I try to escape you, I try to crawl away
But you pull my hips closer, forcing me to stay.
My right hand grabs sheets as the left hides my face
as your magnificent tongue explores my secret place.
chillbumps erupt from my peanutbutter skin
as uncontrollable convulsions are birthed from within.
Then
I am overcome with a shower of warm wet bliss.
Mission accomplished,you've spilled my sweetneess.
No one else could make me feel like this.
My Sweet Darling Love, I crave your kiss.

you.

I fantasize about you.
I often find myself thinking about you. i love the person you are. almost too good to be true. i love the way you think. i even dig your name.... it makes me smile. she whispered in my ear the night we met " he's gonna fall in love with you... just so you know." thats fine. i can deal with that. everytime i learn something new about you, it makes me more and more curious to learn more.... like a feign i guess. i wonder about you quite often. i wish i could be inside your mind and then take a field trip through your heart. then maybe later you can venture through mine. you'll get to see the thoughts i can only think and you'll get to hear the things i wish to say. you can make home in my heart and dwell there as long as you please. just dont take it from me. its all i have right now. if i let you in, i won't be afraid to fall... only because i know you would catch me. and i know that once you've caught me, you'll never let me fall again. i know that you'll never let me be lonely, nor will you cause my heart to feel that familiar pain......

You've got me

you got me feeling some kinda way, im gon talk my shit if thats ok....
you got me feelin a way im not used to, i used to not give a damn
but damn you got me feelin. feelin human with all the earthling emotions.
its a crazy notion, some kinda potion
you got me sippin on. slippin on
my words and chokin on my thoughts of
you thoughts of me. thoughts of we.... i mean... damn.
im feelin you... im really diggin you dude.
diggin so deep i hope i dont get buried.
because of my exposure to you, im losing my composure and you
have no idea that you're doing this to me.
free.
thats how i want to be. but im held captive to you and you to me.
i got you trapped inside my head, but you dont mind being there.
please understand
these were not my intentions and allow me to mention
i do not like this tension.
i'd put you out if i could,
i mean, i probably should and i would.....
but i can't.
with all my efforts there is no prevail,
no progression so theres recession.
sessions of unmade love and undiscussed conversations,
feelings of elation and the utmost stimulation of my imagination
take place in between my regular train of thoughts.
i fought with this,
only to collapse under its authority.
you enjoy the thought of me thinking about you.
you frollicking about in my dreams, at least thats how it seems.

Impossible woman

There is talk of this woman that drifts.
The tides of the wind sweep her in
the stars light her path as she slips away into the night.
There are many yet to behold her beauty; much as those who had.

She is a lover and many love her.

Men get weak from the mere thought of touching the softest skin.
Trains in their minds interrupt and collide as she passes and smiles "Hello."
She floats by as the rest of us walk and stare.
Never seen anyone like her. Wouldn't doubt that she came from a different world.
Comfort and peace rest on her chest.
Her lips call you by name and you obey.
And her eyes
Her eyes are the most beautiful thing you ever saw.
They embrace your face and speak without words. They beckon your trust and reveal her intentions.
Her kisses penetrate even to the deepest place.
Love is in her kiss.
They say you can see her smile with your eyes closed and she lingers in your dreams.
You'll fall in love with her and she will love you back.
She'll love you perfectly because she lives for love.
When in love and making love she'll make you love her way in love.
Her way in love is so deep in love and she's deep in love with being loved.

You want her and she gives. If she lay betrayed
You reach out for her and she is not there.
The mirage of water in the desert.
You lay parched.
If love is life then you are a zombie, trapped between worlds.
death in Love won't relieve you and life in Love won't satisfy you.
The craving you feel for her is an appetite unsatiable in this lifetime yet you still try.
Such a cruel enchantment for those who hurt her.
Nevertheless, she remains loved my many.
Just as swiftly as she came, she's gone.
She never stays long but she never stays gone

Its been a long time

Ok i know i havent written in forever but i forgot all about this and when i could write i didnt know what to say soo...update. Im sorry for what i didnt do for what i did do and for what you think i did. I can only give you my word at this point and that doesnt really mean much anymore but i told the truth after it all but you still didnt believe me but im not asking you to. Im perfectly happy with the way things are and i meant it when i said i wish you well, because everybody deserves to be happy so i hope your happy too.Any ways sooo our track team is makin moves this year! Were placing everytime we run and im placing in the 100 hurdles, 300 hundred...not so much but hey practice makes perfect and im ready for anything. School is a drag im so ready for the break but i am NOT ready for my baby to go to new york for the whole summer =( ima miss him soooooo much. Uh well saturday my parents are taking me shopping. im excited and i might go to G Day with the boys saturday well thats it for now =)

2.18.09

Yes yes yall im taken. My lovely bestfriend nick helped me a lot with this one(i love you bestie) he gave he all the courage and strenght i needed to go for what i wanted and i got eaxactly that. Jakel lockette is the hubby =) after being friends for years we makin it official soo ladied back off. For my cousins who have been beggin me to tell them about him im about to do it a lil later and pics from our date will be up later. Ok so baby's dark skinned, a lil taller than me, from new york,quiet,aggressive...basically everything i want lol i love you family. School's going soo good but my senior classes are gonna kick my ass! Ap euro history,anatomy,honors lit,dance,dance,jgg and advanced algebra trig! I can do it though. Well i gotta get ready for my date. be back with pics later