fluid and sinking i melt in to the light

its going to happen
i feel it coming on
she's waiting for him
pretending that she doesnt care
she wants him
but she says she wants him to be with me
someone said they are made for eachother
but what about me
i feel it coming on
were both counting down her and me
the day he chooses her
and decides to lose me
he isnt telling me everything....everything
is all i ask for
im ready to get this over with
people already see yall together
making it last forever
shes's waiting for you
pretending she doesnt care
impatiently waiting
for the day...
that im no longer there

Its not pretend

He really does love me!!!! i have no clue why in the world he does but i dont want to know why either. Thats my man and always will be. i love him soooo much! He is ALWAYS there for me when i need him the most and i never want to be without him. in other words i love you ian joseph labat always have and always will.

NORTHSPRINGS WINS ANOTHER GAME!

ok northsprings is now 3 and 7. this year we stepped up a lot because we didnt win any games in the past two years! How exciting. in other news i had to dance show thursday. It was amazing i did very good at it thank you angie ashley noelle and drew for coming to support me lmao drew was the loudest one =) im still sore from it but i danced today anyway thats what you do when you love dancing. Track conditioning is coming up really soon and i am very excited about that this season i am giving it my all no matter what i want to try to go to state this year. Im living up to my expectations and if you aint with it the you gotta get lost i have absolutely noooo more time for the bullshit ladies and gents its time to start all over and if you dont like it suck my balls
=)

sit and watch

Observation.Silence. appreciate the two you find out a lot of things through them. Ive been doing these things lately and i have learned a lot. Never judge a book by its cover though the interior is almost never that interesting. if it aint broke dont fix it and worry about yourself. fighting and drama is no longer me. I never really realized how ignorant i looked when i argued over little things its never that serious im done stooping to that level of stupidity. Im also done trying to be everybodys superwoman I cant be everything to everybody espeically when i dont feel like im enough for him still. there is soooo much that has been put into perspective by my bestfriend JME! i can only live for me soooo in other words I GOT A NEW ATTITUDE
=)

he wants it soooo i gotta give it to him

"i want you on my team... so does everybody else =)"
November 21st TWILIGHT comes out. Im going to see it no matter what. I have become infatuated with the series and i finished the series about a month ago but its all fresh in my mind. Many people dont know about the books but i suggest you find out =) kudos to stephanie meyer

edward cullen sexiest fake vampire in the world


isabella swan


bella and edward

in other news im STILL getting birthday gifts and i love it my cousin just bought me these =)

thanks lakiea

lovely day

"At first you didn't mean that much to me
But now I know that you're all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found love
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so believe it's true
You got to know I'm true, love"-musiq

Things have been going good since the last time i blogged. Lifes good and i still have an amazing man by my side =0 soooooo who wants to make kristina happy and buy her these things from wet seal? i know SOMEBODY wants too!







so yea i wear a size 1 in jeans and a size extea small or small in everything else sooooo go make kristina smile people
=)
oh btw everything is ten dollars. www.wetseal.com 10 dollar sale =)