Kristina's inferno(just read dante's inferno lol)

ok inferno number one is the hottest of them all
1.Converse all stars- id do almost anything for them, i just love them and would rather have two shirts and two jeans and 50 converse if i could but i cant well atleast not now.
2.Black finger nail polish. im soooo obcessed with it man its crazy and i never do a good job at painting my own nails but i dont care if it looks like shit as long as its black shit
3.Boys who have pretty eyes. i dont know why it this way but im in love with them all i get lost in eyes very easily and im such a sucker for blue eyes.
4.rare fine dark skinned boys. Most dark skinned boys are all ashy lookin and stuff but its rare that you find one who isnt like that at all. man its sexy sooo sexy that one is my freakin kryptonite and if i could i would be with him but i cant.But the boy im talking to now(jakell weird name i know)is a rare darksinned boy umph sexy but he's only 16 but age means nothing to moi lol.
5.Babies,id do anything for them i just love them to death and i cant ever be mad at them because i love them sooo much. Beautiful lil monsters arent they
6.HIM im not even gonna say his name but yep he's up there with the kryptonite if i say his name im sure i'll get chills man dang its rediculous but he has every boy ive ever met beat by a long ass shot!
7.Track, i run when im sick,mad,sad,happy or when im just in a mood i run. Nothing ever stops me at all not even the rain or cold. I love it so much and it helps release negative energy so i guess you can tell from my previous blog that i'll be running a lot lol.
8.Dance. Now i know im no where near the best dancer but hey i try to do the best i can which means dancing on shin splints and cut feet from african i dance my heart out on stage but i have to fix my face when i dance because i look upset. Oh im choreographing a peice for this years spring show!I know my readers will come see it because only my friends know about this blog lol.
9.My own mind. Its the 2nd hottest part of my hell because that shit works toooo fast even for me. Im always coming up with something maybe good or maybe bad but im always planning.And im always thinking and analyzing trying to find solutions to problems that cant and wont be fixed.Man that shit is burning right now but mostly because im doing this gay ass research paper.
10.I love tooo hard. I dont know how or when to let go of people. Im still holding on to people i shoulda been let go of.Yep my own personal levels of hell are pretty cool. I wish i had levels of heaven...maybe i do

Happens to everybody right?

Wrong lol
I seriously lost my mind but ive found it
the truth hurts when you really do hear it
it is true that i did go to the hospital a couple times
but it was always for minor things
and i was almost always high as fuck when going in to the hospital
I barely remember anything
I did get hit by a car
but the ribs were fractured never broken
listening to that boy again only because his mom works at the hospital i always went to
funny how that happens right
he's always the one taking me to the hospital
Always the one telling everybody what happened
always the one suppling my drugs to get high
real funny how it happens
but i had to tell my mommy everything, i didnt want to but she already kinda knew
im basically in pretty deep shit right now
no phone but im not allowed to talk to either of the boys anyway
she said she called him, damn i wish she didnt
but hey eveything happens for a reason
and im more focused on everything else anyway
and i have a 92 in honors chemistry
soooo excited, well if you want more facebook/myspace me
im sure you guys think im insane but i probably am
=)
kristina marie bailey

Heart

I got this feeling inmy chest
No less its just stress
burning and turning
into my soul
it hurt bad got me wishin
that you and me
never became we because you
dont know how to love me
and her
it hurt shit hurts really bad
But im sick of being stressed
maybe even sad
Im sorry that i feel this way
and i have nothing more to say
because if i say what i mean
it wont have any effect
Im pissed off
far from stressed
but im gonna take my time
and get over this shit
instead of following my instincts
and get my quick fix

The way i feel about her

She is so beautiful
in many ways than one
she means everything
She is my moon and my sun
Her laugh is something beautiful to hear
There is nothing she fears
I love her more than anyone else
Something special she is
Have you seen her eyes?
They are beautiful for hours i could look at them
And he skin! she is soft as silk
i swear id drink her bath milk
And those lips, the softest things in the world
Kristina marie bailey is my beautiful girl
But she doesnt see me like "that"
I wish she would
Theres soo much i wanna show her
If only she would,
let me in her life
her beautiful soul needs love
and i wanna give it to her
if she will accept.

the wind danced in her hair that day

The sweetest sadness in her eyes. I wish i could make it all go away.
written by drew

Imperfections

I have many imperfections which you can see right through
I talk about them all the time
But they dont mean much to you
My teeth arent perfectly straight
And im not the best girl
But you still tell me im great
And make me feel perfect in your world
You get mad when i say im not beautiful
And i hate to admit it but i love it
I love how you correct me when im outta line
You dont just forget the argument
Even when i try to
You say your point and tell me not to "whatever" you
haha i love when you say that
It forces me to say how i really feel instead of just whatever
You say you dont see how your right for me
but i dont see how your wrong
Everything about you isnt perfect
You lie and get on my nerves
but if you were perfect
I dont think id like you
because nothing is better than the make up
Even though we broke up
Your still right for me
And like i said before
i'll be here
waiting
for
you
to
see
right through all my imperfections
like you always do
make me look into your big beautiful honey brown eyes
which i could get lost in forever
Tell me you love me and mean it
because like i said before
thats all im asking for
nothing more
just love
because as long as the love is there
we can make it
i love you my squish
i'll be here waiting....

If

If i could hear your heartbeat id be ok
Hold you in my arms
for just one day
Theres so much you should know
but i know no how to tell you
through the tears
because i know i'll cry
and i'll cry hard
but that wont bring us back
back to where we started
How can it just be over
im fighting the tears now
theres so much i wanna tell you
but i just dont know how