Where were you when everything was falling apart?

Let me tell you why i love him. He is the truth he is so real and i love the way that he makes me feel. I remember the very first day that i saw him(10th grade year) I found myself immediately interested in him its almost like i knew him from another life like maybe i was his husband maybe he was my wife. From there a friendship bloomed but i always thought he was the cutest thing. I watched him get treated like shit and helped him work through his problems ignoring my own and we became friends. But nobody ever knew because his girl would trip if she knew how well we clicked and i didnt wanna tell my current man because i knew he wouldnt understand and how could he understand what i didnt understand myself? I didnt know why i felt this way towards this boy and it wasnt love but i felt like i was being pulled in his direction but i never told him that and he felt the same but never told me that so we just kept giving advice about what we deserved and needed until our friendship grew and it grew and grew so strong that he was always the one texting me in the morning and at night and we realized that we were so right but the timing is all wrong so were here waiting and im infatuated something serious and thankfully so is he. Im happy once again folks and it came to me i didnt go looking for it
night night